Moment - An Adult

An adult is someone who see life as fun.
As an overgrown kid.
A person who can face the children with a smile.
They laugh and have fun for the sake of making the
children envious of being a grown up.
To teach them that life can fulfill desire.

With this song I sum it all up,

Samy Deluxe - Eines Tages

Oh ja, ich war schon arm
Und war schon reich
Dachte alles ändert sich
Das meiste blieb gleich
Ich wollte das Spotlight
Und wollte den Fame
Dann hat ich ihn und wünschte
Mich würd keiner erkenn'
Ich war schon oben
Und war schon unten
Hab überall mein Glück gesucht
Und nirgens gefunden
Und hab gelernt
Egal was ich hab, es ist nie das, was ich will
Nie das, nie das....doch

Eines Tages, werd ich wieder glücklich, weil
Ich weiß
Irgenwann wirds besser sein
Eines Tages
Wird mein Traum zur Wirklichkeit
Und ich bin endlich mit mir selbst im Rein'
Eines Tages werd ich wieder glücklich, weil
Ich weiß
Irgendwann wirds besser sein
Eines Tages, oh eines Tages

Und ja ich war schon hier
Und war schon da, Mitte,
Der Ort ist egal
Ich komm' auf mich selber nicht klar
Ich wollte die Groupies
Und immer mehr Fraun
Dann hat' ich so viele
Ich konnt keiner mehr traun'
Ich war in Beziehung
Hab gewünscht, dass ich frei bin
Dann war ich wieder solo
Fühlte mich so alleine
Und hab gelernt
Egal was ich hab, es ist nie das, was ich will
Nie das, nie das....doch

Eines Tages, werd ich wieder glücklich, weil
Ich weiß
Irgenwann wirds besser sein
Eines Tages
Wird mein Traum zur Wirklichkeit
Und ich bin endlich mit mir selbst im Rein'
Eines Tages werd ich wieder glücklich, weil
Ich weiß
Irgendwann wirds besser sein
Eines Tages, oh eines Tages

Und ich wollte immer so viele Optionen
sprich Möglichkeiten
Aber als sie dann da waren
Fiels so schwer mich zu entscheiden
Wieso denn nur dieses oder jenes?
Ich wollt' eigentlich n' bisschen von beidem
Doch scheinbar geht das nicht
Und genau davon rede ich:
Denn manchmal ist es schwer
Und manchmal auch leicht
Und manchmal musst du warten
Manchmal krichst dus auch gleich
Und manchmal bekommst dus
Doch willst es nicht mehr
Denn du jagst schon dem nächsten schönen Traum hinterher
Und sogar wenn du all den Ruhm, Erfolg und das Geld kriegst
Nützt dir das nix, solang' du nicht im Rein' mit dir selbst bist
Dann wirst du sehn'
Egal was du hast, es ist nie das, was du willst
Nie das, nie das....doch

Eines Tages, werd ich wieder glücklich, weil

Ich weiß
Irgenwann wirds besser sein
Eines Tages
Wird mein Traum zur Wirklichkeit
Und ich bin endlich mit mir selbst im Rein'
Eines Tages werd ich wieder glücklich, weil
Ich weiß
Irgendwann wirds besser sein
Eines Tages, oh eines Tages

Translation

Oh yes, I was already poor
And was already rich
Thought everything changes
Most stayed the same
I wanted the spotlight
And wanted to Fame
Then I wished him and
Nobody would recognize me '
I was already up
And was already below
've Looked everywhere for my happiness
And nirgens found
And I have learned
No matter what I did, it's never what I want
Never, never ... but das.

[Hook]
One day, I'll be happy again, because
I know
At some will be better
Someday
Will my dream to reality
And I'm finally with myself in the pure '
One day I'll be happy again, because
I know
Some time will be better
Someday, oh someday

[Part 2]
And yes, I was already here
And was there, mid,
The place does not matter
I do not come clear to myself
I wanted the groupies
And more and more Fraun
Then, 'I have so many
I could no longer traun '
I was in relationship
've Wished that I am free
Then I was single again
I felt so alone
And I have learned
No matter what I did, it's never what I want
Never, never ... but das.

[Hook]
One day, I'll be happy again, because
I know
At some will be better
Someday
Will my dream to reality
And I'm finally with myself in the pure '
One day I'll be happy again, because
I know
Some time will be better
Someday, oh someday

[Part 3]
And I always wanted as many options
ie opportunities
But as they were then as
Feels so hard to me to decide
How come only this or that?
I want to 'actually' n bit of both
But apparently that is not
And that is exactly what I'm talking about:
Because sometimes it's hard
And sometimes slightly
And sometimes you have to wait
Sometimes even the same mode teal
And sometimes get dus
But it no longer want
Because even after you chase the next dream beautiful
And even if you get all the fame, success and money
The benefits you nothing, 'you not clean' as long as're with yourself
Then you'll see '
No matter what you have, it's never what you want
Never, never ... but das.

[Hook]
One day, I'll be happy again, because
I know
At some will be better
Someday
Will my dream to reality
And I'm finally with myself in the pure '
One day I'll be happy again, because
I know
Some time will be better
Someday, oh someday

Moment - Long Hiatus

Well, been busy for past 2 years and forgotten about this blog entirely( forgot the password and username) ahahaha. But well, will update when I feel like it :) and to Yue I still alive and tq :)

Moment - New Beginning

Well,short update on my life, first, I am still alive and kicking.

Second, Got 2 good news, Yue getting married and me getting new job.

I wonder what a good wedding gift for marriage.

Worry not.

For now, I dedicated this song for her, be happy always Yue :) don't get fat.

Hartes ciel, melenas walasye (Beloved World, Beloved People)
Lyrics: Nao Hiyama
Vocals and Chorus: Haruka Shimotsuki
Composition: Haruka Shimotsuki
Arrangement: Ken Nakagawa

Hitorikiri de aruita atarimae no mainichi
Kakomareta sekai wo kowasanu youni ikiteta

Kagami ga utsusu no wa usotsuki no egao
Kokoro no kumori wo sakasama ni

Takusan no hitotachi yukikau sora no shita de
Jibun wo mamoru tame kagi wo kakete ikiteta

Sonna watashi ga ima shitta shiawase wa
Ude wo nobashitara todoku mono

Tobira no mukougawa senobi wa iranai
Arinomama no kotoba de katarikakeyou

Soshite kono sekai e koko de au hito e
Hana wo tabeneta ai no uta wo okurou

Taisetsuna dareka to yorokobi tomoni sureba
Kakomareta sekai ga itsu no manika hirogaru

Hitomi ga utsusu no wa hontou no egao
Kokoro no naka made hiraitara

Takusan no hitotachi ikusen no omoitachi
Me ni suru kagayaki wo ryoute de dakishimetai

Keshite watashi dake no tokubetsu dewa naku
Daremo ga kanjiru hazu no koto

Tobira no kochiragawa senobi wa iranai
Arinomama no kotoba de wakariaeruyo

Dakara kono sekai to koko de au hito to
Hana wo tabeneta ai no uta wo utaou

Tokiniwa surechigai (Tokiniwa wakaremichi)
Senaka wo muke nagara (Namida kakushi nagara)
Kenka mo suru keredo (Kirai to iu keredo)
Itsudemo omotteru (Anata wo shinjiteru)

Saezuru toritachi ni (Habataku toritachi ni)
Kimochi wo tsutaetai (Sunao ni tsutaetai)
Hanashita te no hira ga (Hanareta kokoro ga)
Asu wa tsunagaru you (Asu wa majiwaru you)

Sore wa yume no naka no maboroshi dewa naku
Negai tsudzuketara todoku mono

Tobira no kochiragawa senobi wa iranai
Arinomama no watashi de katariaouyo

Soshite kono sekai to koko de au hito to
Hana wo tabeneta ai no uta wo utaou
Lalala...

English Lyrics

I walked alone, day after day
The world surrounding me kept existing the same way

The smiling faces of liars are reflected in the mirrors
Reversing the clouds inside my heart

Many people wandering under the sky
To protect themselves, they live a life locked in

The "me" of the past is now a known happiness
Something I can touch if I reach out with my arms

At the other side of the gate, I don't need to overdo it
Let us talk with words of truth

Thus, to this world, to the people I meet
Let us express the song of love that tied the flowers together

If I share my happiness with someone precious
The surrounding world will, before we know it, extend further

The smiling faces of truth are reflected in my eyes
If I open my heart

Many people with thousands of thoughts
I want to embrace the radiance in their eyes with my hands

Never am I just someone special
Everyone certainly feels the same way

At the other side of the gate, I don't need to overdo it
We can understand each other with words of truth

Thus, with this world, with the people I meet
Let us sing the song of love that tied the flowers together

Sometimes we may disagree (Sometimes we may take different paths)
While we turn our backs to others (While we try to hide our tears)
We may quarrel, but (We may say bad things, but)
We always think about others (I always believe in you)

The singing birds (The soaring birds)
I want them to express my feelings (I want them to express my true thoughts)
So that our parted hands (So that our separated hearts)
May be tied (May meet again tomorrow)

There is no illusion in my dreams
If I continue to keep my wish

At the other side of the gate, I don't need to overdo it
Let us meet and talk with my true self

Thus, with this world, with the people I meet
Let us sing the song of love that tied the flowers together
Lalala...

Moment - Life Lesson 101

Always give SIGNAL

Moment - My Love

From K-On

"My love is stapler, brush and ballpoint"

if it were me, I add keyboard and paper too.

"My love is stapler, brush, ballpoint, paper and keyboard"

pretty deep isn't it? :) ahahaha

Moment - Vegetarian and Meat Eater( me)

This is not an argument against vegetarian, but rather an argument against another person that annoy me.

I am a carnivore, I eat meat regularly. I don't eat vegetable much because I count that as cruelty to plant. Why I am only eat meat rather than vegetable? Its the same reason as why a vegetarian only eat vegetable.

am I a hypocrite? yes, to a certain degree. :)

Moment - Moral And Game

Moral to be adhered;

never tell your best friends anything you wouldn't want your worst enemy to know.


To play the game of relationship jealousy, the couple must possess 3 important aspects:

1. Both are equally have very keen mind(wise) enough to understand the game, to notice it when it happen, and to reply it with witty comeback CHEERFULLY, both by the intended receiver and giver.

2. Not take heart with it. Most of the time it is usually not serious enough to destroy a VERY SECURE relationship, unless taken to the extreme, advisable not to.

3. Do LOVE each other, playing the game with no malicious intention.

- if you do not possess the quality above, PLEASE don't even try it, aftermath usually guaranteed ugly.

- this game only for keen minded man and woman only. Not for dense couples. Repeat, not for DENSE couples. You know who you are.

* The reward for this game, Rock Solid relationship. Big risk, big reward.

Moment - Racism

"If you do find someone who does not even have a tiny speck of vile thing called [RACIST] in that person heart, either against something, somebody, religion, races, opinion and color, do tell me, excluded newborns to 13 years old children in this third millennium , I will show you how to make gold with grass."

"If you do think that racism can be eliminated, I will show you a flying hippo"

"Racism can be tolerated and accepted to a certain degree but cannot be eliminated. Eliminating racism is the paragon of human delusion"

"If you think extra terrestrial will come down to earth and not mass genocide us after studying our world histories, I will show you how to jump to Alpha Centauri with warp hole. We can't even get along with ourselves in this freaking tiny speck of dust called earth, in the edge of freaking milky way galaxy, and you expect us to get along with entirely different species? Humor me."

"Everyone is a hypocrite to a certain degree, if you ask me. Even hate is racism in its simplest form"

Moment - Ponder

A fully human life is not a reflective existence but an acting one...

Moment - Democracy of Something

There is always enough room for democracy of feelings, perceptions and ideas.

The question is, can you be fair?