Moment - Living

Living is wonderful and colourful,

and yet living is painful.

Moment - Action and Consequences, does it matter?

Even if you do save the world 6th times in a row, when someone hate you, they will still find some wrong on that action of yours. What you can do?

Nothing, just give one big smile :)

Moment - Opinion

Everybody have opinion. Do what you think is right.

Moment - Enemy

I am the same as my enemy.

Both have something to protect,

something to fight for,

something to die for,

something to honor,

something that we are willing to sacrifice,

and more importantly, we both want to survive.

Even with different ideals,

different agendas,

different minds,

different situation,

we are same in equally manner.

Moment - Feeling

Anyone free to be in love the person that you deeply loved,

After all, that is not your business to decide another person feeling,

The question lies on, what the person you love feeling are?

Besides, do you have confident that the person you love, love you or not?

So, what is your heart telling you :)

Moment - Transient

What is in “sanity” define “insanity”?

What is in hypocrite that defines kindness?

Moment is destiny….well, almost…

Human are already immortal, well the soul that is.

Moment - Philosophy

what does it mean for something to exist ?

Its the same thing with non-existent, what you believe and what you don't believe.


Philosophy is good for 2 thing,
1. To show that you maybe know more than other person.
2. To show that you know little about anything at all.

After all that time on earth, I can say, Human have just completed level 1. How annoying is that if I am in rpg. Then again what say you ^^ Its not what I think. Its what you believe.

Confirmation of existent, can u or can u not?

Its like this, can you confirm your own existent without somebody else?Can you confirm that you are in the real reality but not a dream?Can you confirm the reality yourself? You confirm somebody else or something else existent. And somebody else will confirm your existent. Its a human believe system that confirm existent. Now tell me, do I exist or I am only a bot in this net world?Which one do you believe in? I can try to sway you into believing me or I may not be able to. Its all fall down to your choices. Human cannot change other human soul,if you believe there is one.Existent is an enigma. Its there but its not. Its real but at the same time it is not. I cannot answer what is existent other that I believe something is exist. Death is exist and yet it is not. You cannot be alive and dead at the same time.War is example of enigma. Peace is also an enigma. Life is enigma. Its your choice to choose what is real and what is not.Life is almost binary, its either 1 or 0. Confirm or not. Yes or no. Yet life have one thing that binary don't have. Paradox.For those who believe there is God, only Him can tell the exact answer. For those who not, what do you believe in?And of course,for me though, I take life as a story. I like collecting other people story and getting into their shoes. Do not take life so d*** seriously. You will never figure it out anyway. Might as well go with the flow and adjust when needed.

About "Nothing"

"nothing" is pointless, everything that happen have its own reason to be happening. There is no such thing as coincidence in this world. Philosophy is man way to express their humanity.I think the matrix have ask almost every able question that been asked here. Choices, reality, death, existent. Most of all, what is to be a human being.Unfortunately,I can't agree with we can confirm our own existent. Let me take away your memory, your logic and your sense.Memory is created by interaction with an entity. Logic is also interaction of an entity. Let put myself into a world where is only nobody but me. I don't know what I am,who I am, using self "logic" that I do not know whether its true or not. We learn about logic from interaction and confirming with other entity.Then,after some time, I accept I am something, but what?What am I? Why I am here?What is my origin?. Unfortunately, I do not have time to answer that question with my limited lifespan as a human. I will never know the "nearest" truth without intervention and will not know the "exact" truth myself even with intervention. Meh, life is like manga, its like a book with a compendium of moments. Fill that book up with enough moment, voila, we got a person. Even death has its own moment.about choosing, our fate cannot be changed, but our destiny can be changed. How you do it depend on your situation and how you handle that situation.For me, God will not change my destiny unless I am willing to change my own destiny myself.

Moment - Wind Of Change

Well, there is interesting thing happening in my country right now. Some wind of change blowing over there. Well enough about that, Its monsoon season now in my area, with rain rain and yes,more rain.

Few days ago I pick up some new game for PC and PS2. Sins of Blood is good and suprisingly very efficient in RAM usage compare to any other game I know. Also picking up old skool game, Panzer Front, yeah yeah. This is what tank battle suppose to be.

Moment - My Smile

A smile like spring,
Warm and bright as summer,
Mellow and soothing as fall,
Intriguing as winter.......my ideal woman :)

......it still need some work...lol,its doesn't sound right yet...

Moment - SEAMO Cry Baby

I like this song :)

It have happiness aura in them. The rhythm is great and tacky. One of many song that make me smiling when listening to it :)

Here is the lyric;
disclaimer ,the lyric is the owned by their respective owner. Its not mine. Its SEAMO.


SEAMO - Cry Baby Lyric

Yume ni mukatte boku hisshidatta
Umakuikanakute shipai bakka
Seken no ame wa
Tsumetakute dare nimo hon neienakute

Sou, omoeba itsumo bokuwa murini waratteta
Tsuyogatteta kiwohatteta Namida koraetteta

Oh oh Cry Baby kyou wa gamansezuni
Naitemi na omoikkiri Oh oh
Arai nagashite mireba
Sunao ni nareta

Nani wo yatte mo
nan doyatte mo
Omoi doorini ikanai yono nakayo

Tsuyogatte temo seikou wa zero
Umaku ikanaino kokoro fuanteiyo
Sonna tokikoso tachidomari
Hitome kinisezuni nakebaii

Tsugari wosuteyou ari no mama
Yowasa wo miseru no wo kowagaruna
Nayaminaiyouna ano oozora
Datte itsumo reiseijanaiyona

Kumode oowareru tokimo ari
Harekato omoeba toki ni doshaburi
Bokutachi to onaji
Sousanaku koto hazukashii koto janai

Naita ato wa soko ni
Hikari sasu ano oozora no youni
Sou, omoeba itsumo bokuwa murini waratteta
Tsuyogatteta kiwohatteta
Namida koraetteta

Oh oh Cry Baby kyou wa gamansezuni
Naitemi na omoikkiri Oh oh
Arai nagashitemireba sunao ninareta
Boku wa jinsei madanarai kake
Sudenibuchi atatteru takaikabe
Noboreyo noboreyo to aserudake
Dakedo mo aruno wa tobenai hane

Kara kawaretemo nonoshiraretemo
Jibun jishin no te wo shinjitemiteyo
Norari kurari tamani utai
Hitoride subete seou koto hanai

Mudana koto nado itsumo nai no sa
Subete no zasetsuni imi wa takusan
Aruyo aruyo dakara sukoshi zutsu
Jibun tagayashi hikari kagayakasu
Tooma warishite ruyoude kore ichiban no

Bokuni totte no nozomu chika michito

Shinji kyou mo aruiteku
Namida no kazu dake tsuyoku natteku
Sou, omoeba itsumo bokuwa murini waratteta
Tsuyogatteta kiwohatteta
Namida koraetteta

Oh oh Cry Baby kyou wa gamansezuni
Naitemi na omoikkiri
Oh oh Arai nagashitemireba sunao ninareta
Kore made aruitekita kono michi wa
Katakumo tsuyoku mo nai namidade

Nurete bakari
Dakedo mo aruitekita kotowa shinjitsu dakara Okorini omoeru youna jibun de iyou
Ue wo mukeba aoi oozora
Boku wo terashiteta
Tonari wo mireba itsumo darekaga

Sasaetekureteta

Oh oh Cry Baby kyou ha gaman sezu ni
Naitemi naomoikkiri
Oh oh Nagashita namida utsukushii
Sono namida de tsutaeru boku no ishi
Sou, omoeba itsumo bokuwa murini waratteta

Tsuyogatteta kiwohatteta
Namida koraetteta
Oh oh Cry Baby kyou wa gamansezuni
Naitemi na omoikkiri

Oh oh Arai nagashitemireba sunao ninareta
Yasashiku tsusunde kureru kaze
Arukara koegahibi kundane
Iyana koto atta toki wa ame ga
Arainagashite harerundane


Its a bit hard to follow and sing along,but worth it heh ;)Btw, its a theme song from Shin Chan hahaha.