Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Moment - Philosophy

what does it mean for something to exist ?

Its the same thing with non-existent, what you believe and what you don't believe.


Philosophy is good for 2 thing,
1. To show that you maybe know more than other person.
2. To show that you know little about anything at all.

After all that time on earth, I can say, Human have just completed level 1. How annoying is that if I am in rpg. Then again what say you ^^ Its not what I think. Its what you believe.

Confirmation of existent, can u or can u not?

Its like this, can you confirm your own existent without somebody else?Can you confirm that you are in the real reality but not a dream?Can you confirm the reality yourself? You confirm somebody else or something else existent. And somebody else will confirm your existent. Its a human believe system that confirm existent. Now tell me, do I exist or I am only a bot in this net world?Which one do you believe in? I can try to sway you into believing me or I may not be able to. Its all fall down to your choices. Human cannot change other human soul,if you believe there is one.Existent is an enigma. Its there but its not. Its real but at the same time it is not. I cannot answer what is existent other that I believe something is exist. Death is exist and yet it is not. You cannot be alive and dead at the same time.War is example of enigma. Peace is also an enigma. Life is enigma. Its your choice to choose what is real and what is not.Life is almost binary, its either 1 or 0. Confirm or not. Yes or no. Yet life have one thing that binary don't have. Paradox.For those who believe there is God, only Him can tell the exact answer. For those who not, what do you believe in?And of course,for me though, I take life as a story. I like collecting other people story and getting into their shoes. Do not take life so d*** seriously. You will never figure it out anyway. Might as well go with the flow and adjust when needed.

About "Nothing"

"nothing" is pointless, everything that happen have its own reason to be happening. There is no such thing as coincidence in this world. Philosophy is man way to express their humanity.I think the matrix have ask almost every able question that been asked here. Choices, reality, death, existent. Most of all, what is to be a human being.Unfortunately,I can't agree with we can confirm our own existent. Let me take away your memory, your logic and your sense.Memory is created by interaction with an entity. Logic is also interaction of an entity. Let put myself into a world where is only nobody but me. I don't know what I am,who I am, using self "logic" that I do not know whether its true or not. We learn about logic from interaction and confirming with other entity.Then,after some time, I accept I am something, but what?What am I? Why I am here?What is my origin?. Unfortunately, I do not have time to answer that question with my limited lifespan as a human. I will never know the "nearest" truth without intervention and will not know the "exact" truth myself even with intervention. Meh, life is like manga, its like a book with a compendium of moments. Fill that book up with enough moment, voila, we got a person. Even death has its own moment.about choosing, our fate cannot be changed, but our destiny can be changed. How you do it depend on your situation and how you handle that situation.For me, God will not change my destiny unless I am willing to change my own destiny myself.

Monday, March 10, 2008

Moment - Wind Of Change

Well, there is interesting thing happening in my country right now. Some wind of change blowing over there. Well enough about that, Its monsoon season now in my area, with rain rain and yes,more rain.

Few days ago I pick up some new game for PC and PS2. Sins of Blood is good and suprisingly very efficient in RAM usage compare to any other game I know. Also picking up old skool game, Panzer Front, yeah yeah. This is what tank battle suppose to be.


Saturday, February 9, 2008

Moment - My Smile

A smile like spring,
Warm and bright as summer,
Mellow and soothing as fall,
Intriguing as winter.......my ideal woman :)

......it still need some work...lol,its doesn't sound right yet...

Saturday, February 2, 2008

Moment - SEAMO Cry Baby

I like this song :)

It have happiness aura in them. The rhythm is great and tacky. One of many song that make me smiling when listening to it :)

Here is the lyric;
disclaimer ,the lyric is the owned by their respective owner. Its not mine. Its SEAMO.


SEAMO - Cry Baby Lyric

Yume ni mukatte boku hisshidatta
Umakuikanakute shipai bakka
Seken no ame wa
Tsumetakute dare nimo hon neienakute

Sou, omoeba itsumo bokuwa murini waratteta
Tsuyogatteta kiwohatteta Namida koraetteta

Oh oh Cry Baby kyou wa gamansezuni
Naitemi na omoikkiri Oh oh
Arai nagashite mireba
Sunao ni nareta

Nani wo yatte mo
nan doyatte mo
Omoi doorini ikanai yono nakayo

Tsuyogatte temo seikou wa zero
Umaku ikanaino kokoro fuanteiyo
Sonna tokikoso tachidomari
Hitome kinisezuni nakebaii

Tsugari wosuteyou ari no mama
Yowasa wo miseru no wo kowagaruna
Nayaminaiyouna ano oozora
Datte itsumo reiseijanaiyona

Kumode oowareru tokimo ari
Harekato omoeba toki ni doshaburi
Bokutachi to onaji
Sousanaku koto hazukashii koto janai

Naita ato wa soko ni
Hikari sasu ano oozora no youni
Sou, omoeba itsumo bokuwa murini waratteta
Tsuyogatteta kiwohatteta
Namida koraetteta

Oh oh Cry Baby kyou wa gamansezuni
Naitemi na omoikkiri Oh oh
Arai nagashitemireba sunao ninareta
Boku wa jinsei madanarai kake
Sudenibuchi atatteru takaikabe
Noboreyo noboreyo to aserudake
Dakedo mo aruno wa tobenai hane

Kara kawaretemo nonoshiraretemo
Jibun jishin no te wo shinjitemiteyo
Norari kurari tamani utai
Hitoride subete seou koto hanai

Mudana koto nado itsumo nai no sa
Subete no zasetsuni imi wa takusan
Aruyo aruyo dakara sukoshi zutsu
Jibun tagayashi hikari kagayakasu
Tooma warishite ruyoude kore ichiban no

Bokuni totte no nozomu chika michito

Shinji kyou mo aruiteku
Namida no kazu dake tsuyoku natteku
Sou, omoeba itsumo bokuwa murini waratteta
Tsuyogatteta kiwohatteta
Namida koraetteta

Oh oh Cry Baby kyou wa gamansezuni
Naitemi na omoikkiri
Oh oh Arai nagashitemireba sunao ninareta
Kore made aruitekita kono michi wa
Katakumo tsuyoku mo nai namidade

Nurete bakari
Dakedo mo aruitekita kotowa shinjitsu dakara Okorini omoeru youna jibun de iyou
Ue wo mukeba aoi oozora
Boku wo terashiteta
Tonari wo mireba itsumo darekaga

Sasaetekureteta

Oh oh Cry Baby kyou ha gaman sezu ni
Naitemi naomoikkiri
Oh oh Nagashita namida utsukushii
Sono namida de tsutaeru boku no ishi
Sou, omoeba itsumo bokuwa murini waratteta

Tsuyogatteta kiwohatteta
Namida koraetteta
Oh oh Cry Baby kyou wa gamansezuni
Naitemi na omoikkiri

Oh oh Arai nagashitemireba sunao ninareta
Yasashiku tsusunde kureru kaze
Arukara koegahibi kundane
Iyana koto atta toki wa ame ga
Arainagashite harerundane


Its a bit hard to follow and sing along,but worth it heh ;)Btw, its a theme song from Shin Chan hahaha.

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

Moment - Ar Tonelico Hymnos Concert

For avid music lover like me , this compilation is treasure beyond word. The song are beautiful and deep. The music rhythm is astounding. These song are composed by Akira Tsuchiya, Ken Nakagawa and Daisuke Achiwa. I consider myself lucky able to find this album :)

List of Song from AR Tonelico : Melody of Elemia

* 謳う丘 - Harmonics EOLIA - / Expressive Hill - Harmonics EOLIA - by Akiko Shikata(my personal favourite :))
* つがう命の声 / Voice of Joined Lives by Akiko Shikata
* そよ風の思い出 / Memory of the Gentle Breeze by Yuuko Ishibashi
* York of Love by Yuuko Ishibashi

The Hymns

* EXEC_PURGER/.- AURICA extracting by Haruka Shimotsuki
* EXEC_PURGER/. - MISHA extracting by Akiko Shikata
* EXEC_LINKER/. by Haruka Shimotsuki
* EXEC_CHRONICLE_KEY/. by Akiko Shikata
* EXEC_SUSPEND/. by Noriko Mitose
* EXEC_RE=NATION/. by Haruka Shimotsuki
* EXEC_HARMONIUS/. by Akiko Shikata (Very nice heroic song)
* EXEC_RIG=VEDA/. by Noriko Mitose
* EXEC_PHANTASMAGORIA/. by Noriko Mitose, Haruka Shimotsuki and Akiko Shikata (This is the one must hear once in a lifetime)

Trust me on this, this compilation is a treasure worthy of rare musica collector. Unless you are not very fond of Japanese song, that is another story. The game is good but that what I want to emphasize here though. The musica blend is perfect with the background ambient and music amplifying their effect. And further more, most song usually composed of 2 or more singer singing them.

I can't wait for the second Hymnos concert from AR Tonelico 2. Already previewed EXEC_with.METHOD_METAFALICA (this song simply astounding), this could be another treasure for me to collect ;) 5 star from me :)

My deep respect and acknowledgment for the composers for this rare music.



Saturday, January 26, 2008

Moment - Democracy and Valkyrie Profile:Silmeria

These two games is really getting on my nerve. First is Democracy (i doubt i will be a good President or Prime Minister), managing a country is not my forte. Most country start with huge debt ..oooo and that the annoying part. I wonder why the past leader never get the debt lower before my turn. bleh.. The people are demanding, oh my goodness..Maybe Democracy is subliminal Dictatorship. :)

Valkyrie Profile : Silmeria, good game but depressing. After spending about 65+ hours, i can't even manage to beat the final boss....and the boss is CHEAP, really cheap. It should be me cheating instead of him though. Unluckily for me, Gameshark and Codebreaker don't work on this game.(my game).After all that leveling hours grinding, I can't even manage to beat him....what a sad life. Oh well, more level grinding to be done.

And Rufus dude, he is one poor pitiful guy. I pity him from the bottom of my heart, from the start of the game to the end, there is nothing if anything good ever happen to him. If I were him, I find a well and shout CURSES!!! with all my heart.A vessel,immortal ,castaway,lost his mother and gf,cant even live without a ring. I don't want to be in his shoe alright. It will shorten my lifespan just thinking about it.

"Immortality and wrinkles is a curse of unhappiness, so what is happiness? short lifespan and look young?" hahahaha

This game story is depressing enough with the environment amplify its loneliness. Its got beautiful depiction of beautiful places, oh how I wish i were at that place listening to my Ipod heh.

Later I will talk about some of my favorite song and hymns.

Friday, January 25, 2008

Moment - There is a first time in everything

Smile :) Without any shame whatsoever, I welcome myself to blogger community :) Will setup this small place in few days. Let get crafty shall we :)