Moment - New Beginning

Well,short update on my life, first, I am still alive and kicking.

Second, Got 2 good news, Yue getting married and me getting new job.

I wonder what a good wedding gift for marriage.

Worry not.

For now, I dedicated this song for her, be happy always Yue :) don't get fat.

Hartes ciel, melenas walasye (Beloved World, Beloved People)
Lyrics: Nao Hiyama
Vocals and Chorus: Haruka Shimotsuki
Composition: Haruka Shimotsuki
Arrangement: Ken Nakagawa

Hitorikiri de aruita atarimae no mainichi
Kakomareta sekai wo kowasanu youni ikiteta

Kagami ga utsusu no wa usotsuki no egao
Kokoro no kumori wo sakasama ni

Takusan no hitotachi yukikau sora no shita de
Jibun wo mamoru tame kagi wo kakete ikiteta

Sonna watashi ga ima shitta shiawase wa
Ude wo nobashitara todoku mono

Tobira no mukougawa senobi wa iranai
Arinomama no kotoba de katarikakeyou

Soshite kono sekai e koko de au hito e
Hana wo tabeneta ai no uta wo okurou

Taisetsuna dareka to yorokobi tomoni sureba
Kakomareta sekai ga itsu no manika hirogaru

Hitomi ga utsusu no wa hontou no egao
Kokoro no naka made hiraitara

Takusan no hitotachi ikusen no omoitachi
Me ni suru kagayaki wo ryoute de dakishimetai

Keshite watashi dake no tokubetsu dewa naku
Daremo ga kanjiru hazu no koto

Tobira no kochiragawa senobi wa iranai
Arinomama no kotoba de wakariaeruyo

Dakara kono sekai to koko de au hito to
Hana wo tabeneta ai no uta wo utaou

Tokiniwa surechigai (Tokiniwa wakaremichi)
Senaka wo muke nagara (Namida kakushi nagara)
Kenka mo suru keredo (Kirai to iu keredo)
Itsudemo omotteru (Anata wo shinjiteru)

Saezuru toritachi ni (Habataku toritachi ni)
Kimochi wo tsutaetai (Sunao ni tsutaetai)
Hanashita te no hira ga (Hanareta kokoro ga)
Asu wa tsunagaru you (Asu wa majiwaru you)

Sore wa yume no naka no maboroshi dewa naku
Negai tsudzuketara todoku mono

Tobira no kochiragawa senobi wa iranai
Arinomama no watashi de katariaouyo

Soshite kono sekai to koko de au hito to
Hana wo tabeneta ai no uta wo utaou
Lalala...

English Lyrics

I walked alone, day after day
The world surrounding me kept existing the same way

The smiling faces of liars are reflected in the mirrors
Reversing the clouds inside my heart

Many people wandering under the sky
To protect themselves, they live a life locked in

The "me" of the past is now a known happiness
Something I can touch if I reach out with my arms

At the other side of the gate, I don't need to overdo it
Let us talk with words of truth

Thus, to this world, to the people I meet
Let us express the song of love that tied the flowers together

If I share my happiness with someone precious
The surrounding world will, before we know it, extend further

The smiling faces of truth are reflected in my eyes
If I open my heart

Many people with thousands of thoughts
I want to embrace the radiance in their eyes with my hands

Never am I just someone special
Everyone certainly feels the same way

At the other side of the gate, I don't need to overdo it
We can understand each other with words of truth

Thus, with this world, with the people I meet
Let us sing the song of love that tied the flowers together

Sometimes we may disagree (Sometimes we may take different paths)
While we turn our backs to others (While we try to hide our tears)
We may quarrel, but (We may say bad things, but)
We always think about others (I always believe in you)

The singing birds (The soaring birds)
I want them to express my feelings (I want them to express my true thoughts)
So that our parted hands (So that our separated hearts)
May be tied (May meet again tomorrow)

There is no illusion in my dreams
If I continue to keep my wish

At the other side of the gate, I don't need to overdo it
Let us meet and talk with my true self

Thus, with this world, with the people I meet
Let us sing the song of love that tied the flowers together
Lalala...

Moment - Life Lesson 101

Always give SIGNAL

Moment - My Love

From K-On

"My love is stapler, brush and ballpoint"

if it were me, I add keyboard and paper too.

"My love is stapler, brush, ballpoint, paper and keyboard"

pretty deep isn't it? :) ahahaha

Moment - Vegetarian and Meat Eater( me)

This is not an argument against vegetarian, but rather an argument against another person that annoy me.

I am a carnivore, I eat meat regularly. I don't eat vegetable much because I count that as cruelty to plant. Why I am only eat meat rather than vegetable? Its the same reason as why a vegetarian only eat vegetable.

am I a hypocrite? yes, to a certain degree. :)

Moment - Moral And Game

Moral to be adhered;

never tell your best friends anything you wouldn't want your worst enemy to know.


To play the game of relationship jealousy, the couple must possess 3 important aspects:

1. Both are equally have very keen mind(wise) enough to understand the game, to notice it when it happen, and to reply it with witty comeback CHEERFULLY, both by the intended receiver and giver.

2. Not take heart with it. Most of the time it is usually not serious enough to destroy a VERY SECURE relationship, unless taken to the extreme, advisable not to.

3. Do LOVE each other, playing the game with no malicious intention.

- if you do not possess the quality above, PLEASE don't even try it, aftermath usually guaranteed ugly.

- this game only for keen minded man and woman only. Not for dense couples. Repeat, not for DENSE couples. You know who you are.

* The reward for this game, Rock Solid relationship. Big risk, big reward.

Moment - Racism

"If you do find someone who does not even have a tiny speck of vile thing called [RACIST] in that person heart, either against something, somebody, religion, races, opinion and color, do tell me, excluded newborns to 13 years old children in this third millennium , I will show you how to make gold with grass."

"If you do think that racism can be eliminated, I will show you a flying hippo"

"Racism can be tolerated and accepted to a certain degree but cannot be eliminated. Eliminating racism is the paragon of human delusion"

"If you think extra terrestrial will come down to earth and not mass genocide us after studying our world histories, I will show you how to jump to Alpha Centauri with warp hole. We can't even get along with ourselves in this freaking tiny speck of dust called earth, in the edge of freaking milky way galaxy, and you expect us to get along with entirely different species? Humor me."

"Everyone is a hypocrite to a certain degree, if you ask me. Even hate is racism in its simplest form"

Moment - Ponder

A fully human life is not a reflective existence but an acting one...

Moment - Democracy of Something

There is always enough room for democracy of feelings, perceptions and ideas.

The question is, can you be fair?

Moment - Essence of A Leader

This I found in a book, but forgot which one ;

A Leader :

Learn as much as you can,as quickly as you can and share your knowledge aggressively. Expand your network of people who share your values and connect as many of them with each other as possible.

And perhap most important, be as openly human as you can be and find the courage to express genuine emotion in the harried , pressure - filled world of work.

Moment - I, Me, Myself

I am a person who has calculated yet abstract mind.
For example, if I see a trap, I can choose either to fall for the trap,
or not to fall to the trap.
Yet, I am not stupid,
but rather listen only to myself,
asking myself what I want to do,
or what I will do.

Moment - Lakota Shaman

"Only human beings come to a point where they no longer know why they exist. They don't use their brains and they have forgotten the secret knowledge of their bodies, their senses or their dreams"

- Lakota Shaman

Moment - Views

No two people see the world exactly alike. So share your views. It cost nothing and you may gain something interesting. :)

Moment - Praise

A Praise is like chewing gum. Good to chew and enjoy for a while but not good if swallowed. :)

Moment - Shikata Akiko ~Harmonia~

Shikata Akiko, well, I adore her voice :) If you are lucky enough, get this album. Its worth every penny. Well at least by people who able to listen to this genre of music.

Moment - LIFE GUIDES

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Moment - Eternity

Of all the living,
Where there lies no forever,
You ask me why?

Even tree live longer than me,
Asking me that infinite question,
Where the answer beyond my finite knowledge.

Asking what beyond human realm,
Longing for eternity,
Lamenting on what is cannot.

And what do you do?
If given the chance of eternity?
Where only desperation and regret wait?

Human are fragile,
Searching for what is cannot,
Hoping the impossible.

Lies in their heart a bottomless abyss,
Falling slowly,
Dreaming of flying away with wing of miracle.

Running away ,
From desperate reality,
Hoping to escape.

And thus so far,
Who am I?
I am You, a reflection of a finite existent.

Moment - GIFT

A true gift is when both the Giver and the Receiver feel happy. :)

Moment - Love

A funny way to answer when people ask you this:

What is Love?

my answer -

Love is like pornography, I don't know how to describe it, but I know when I see it :)

Back to serious thing then,

Parents, receiving love from their children is the best gift they can have from their children. For parents asking more than that is just being plain greedy.

Moment - Secret

A human worth is depending on how many secret they keep. The more secrets a human keep, the lesser their worth.

True to its meaning, the less secret a human keep, the more he worth.

Don't ask me why, but that the way it is.